Every Rule That I Have Made

Every rule that I made
Every law that I have followed
Even that law called gravity
I have kept them all and more

When I walked; I actually walked
When I sleep; I close both eyes
When I run; I look back not
In faith and strength I moved onwards

In all I have ever done
In that which I have always seen
In moods that I have always known
Yet, the task I keep to heart

When thou smiles at me; I light up
Every darkness flees away
Behold the light has come now
For my life shines, bright as the sun

Not Happy !!

A new day is here but I am not happy!
For my days are so dark and nights darker
You left me and took away my sunshine
Self destruct; is a path I drift towards
I have looked up in the sky, for the light
That silver lining in the clouds, I see not
Thou art my light shinning as the morning sun
What shall I do; now that you are gone?
When I was weak, you found strength in me
In poverty, I found all the riches I needed
For you were my new day blazing with joy
You waited so long for me to come through
I thought I had it all but you took it away
The rain came but could not drown my fears
All I have in this darkness are good times
And memories of your eyes in my lonely soul
How do I say this, in simple and plain words?
Thou art my light; in this dark ugly world!

Looking down !!!

This is I have decided to pen unto you
That you may understand all I feel
For with the joy of my peaceful heart
You might enjoy and share all, with me;
All that has made my heart so glad
Of peace and truth; have I found in love
That which no man can understand at all
Save he, who has been to the bottom of life
And has risen up; strong, firm with grace!
He alone can understand what I say unto you
It is no hiding truth, I have been down there
Crushed, wounded, broken but never destroyed
On many occasions in my troubled journey
I have led the path of self destruction
And have gotten to that point where no one could see
Yea; today I stand on the Mountain top, strong;
Looking down below and remembering the days
When I used to be down; at life’s base

My Father

My Father, I do not know you, but sometimes I wish I did
Now I am about to be one, I wish I knew what to do
You were never there when I needed a father to talk to
The first thing about fatherhood; Hopelessly do I not know
How do I now teach my son how to be a good boy?
I am on this path that I have no idea what it means
The very one, I looked up for you, to show me the way
Ah, oh my! Now I have to lead my son; your grandson
To follow a path that I am nothing but a total stranger
I never knew you but I wish I did, even a little bit
This is life; the past is rock solid for it cannot change
Tomorrow, I celebrate a new life born unto me
This I can only promise you, that I would always be here
And never leave them no matter how much life pushes
You have done your mistake and its cost; was a part me
I won't make the same, for I have learnt the hard way
That I might be in his life to show him the way forward
All that I know is my Mother, which I can’t teach my son
My Father; your actions many years ago, was bad
For that you would never be a part of your grandson’s life

R M D

When I look into those sweet eyes, I know
For they promise me, only a life I dream off!
Those eyes causes a change in body heat
Your lips has got mine stuck on it like glue
If I could kiss you, everyday all day, I would
Kissing you; causes my manhood to stand
When life treats you badly; smile always
That smile of yours takes my breath away
Your laugh makes me want to freeze time
That I might hear it always, in my heart
Your arms, is where I want to lay everyday
Oh! girl you are amazing, perfect for me
What more can I ask the creator of life
Than tell Him thank you, for creating you
Hold me, kiss me, squeeze me, don’t stop
My smile would always be perfect with you
I have no right to say this, but I’ll say it still
I love the way I feel, when I think about you
Keep shinning as the stars, of the night sky
Dazzling the Human race with its beauty !