My Own Soul

I loved you from the start of Life itself
and that why now that you have left me
i try not to cry but my tears keep coming
for i find it hard to close my eyes at night
tears have soaked my soft gentle pillow

I don't know how i can get on without you
to make you stay here with me always
you have crossed the borders and i cant
the feeling i have for you is strangely deep
that i beg the gods to bring you back

what can i do that I might have you
i have looked into the Whole Wide World
and there is nothing worthy for you;
your kisses follow i to sleep every night
when i wake up your thoughts make me smile

Oh my Soul! i hate to say this; I am missing you
for your love is blinding and wicked to me soul
in you i have found all the strength and hopes i need
for i would give anything to have you back here
i have complained to the Gods to help me out

tears and friends have been my company since
you left me for the greater good of Humanity
though i was foretold that you were a Heart Breaker
now, i pay for not taking heed when advised to
when the Fingers wrote on the Wall unto my face

i stubbornly let you lead me to the slaughter
and without a fight, you un-griped my life
now my heart is Bleeding all that it ever knew
for i have closed my Eyes unto the word Death
its refused to take me home unto mother Earth

its said 'thou hast to stay to fill the awfulness
of this gruesome pains that i have caused I'
I promise to stay here and wait for that call
sitting here in the small membrane of my Head
This is what i get for being in Love with you