Wasting time

Girl as I keep on sheepishly watching you
siting over there penitently watching him
I realize that what you want from him
is something that he can never give you
for His Heart is locked on your Mate
and his Dreams do not have you in them
for he sees the Smile of your Friend
and enjoys the Cracks of her Jokes
but yours, even though are really funny
he can't see, for he is blinded by her
you would truly argue that your mate
is not a Ravishing Damsel to behold
but she has something that picks his eyes
if you would take my advise; stop Drooling
he would never be yours not today nor forever

The Rain

Rain, rain how beautiful it looks
Gentle and soft the pellets fall
tender to the skin, causing Life
Green Plants happy, Animals hiding
oh how welcoming is the Rain.

The sand sweeps up in angry motion
the leaves and trees bend like they break
paper and nylons fly, dirt dim my vision
never have i liked the sand storm
people run into hiding avoiding the dust

The soft gentle cool wind blowing
and soft pellets of the Rain falling
How I love to Dance in the Rain!
sweetly cold it is to my warm skin
Oh! sooner or later i would be cold

The dangerous bright light of Lighting
followed by the heavy clap of thunder
it seems the roofs are going to pull off
and the window panes going to shatter
Oh! how treacherous the rain looks!


12th May 2003.

Friendship!

friendship is like a charm, most times we never know
True ones are soft and gentle and it erodes sweetly
touching our deepest and strong private points
if it is there in us or not and we wonder who it is?

Friends are of Grades and Characters
and unconsciously we put them in classes
placing some more and above others
in terms of Preferences, Trust and Style

we develop a Mental Frame of Patten
and also create strange taxes for them
the stronger the situation they help us face
the better the friendship strength in us

but how do we mend our Broken friends
that which we offended unknowingly in Heart
by Breaking their Courage and Trust in us
in doing that which is the least expected from us

They Scream and get very mad in words and actions
but inside they love and would actually die for us
and wish they never said all those horrible things
for they know that it hurts us far inside our bones

yet, how do we tell them that we are very sorry
for our crime has put a dent on our friendship
and the crack that has been made might not heal
for it might be a scar even until death calls

Her Ass !!!

What can i say about that new girl that stays down the street
for everytime i see her walking down my path way; Oh My God!
how do i make her know that i like the way she moves her Ass
the adeline pump in my Heart beats faster than a Racing Horse

this girl has the classical defination of a perfect sweet Ass
for her hips are made up of explosive dynamite on men's pants
and i cant off my deadly Eyes whenever she walks in front me
dangerous ideolgies go spinning away in my little sweet head

You might have seen her on the dance floor, swinging those hips
to the Deejay's sounds from those expensive sound systerm he's got
I know you felt fire in your bones and your girl noticed your eyes
taking a swing in her direction time after time, for you were lost

i know i have to be around her so that i may get my sanity back
in my heart i know, i can never give up the chase of such an Ass
the swinging of her hips got all my fingers and tongue twitching
like a Hungry Lion I stare at her backside with the eyes of an Eagle

i know that you may never understand what fire resides in her
because you have never seen those Ass of her's from my sexy eyes
my eyes burns her trousers and my Man-hood stands in readiness
to devour those sweet, temptation strong fire branding round ass

Can He Forgive?

The years we have lived has made us wonder so much
if God can ever forgive us for what we have done
i am not talking about the crime we have committed
against Him and all that is in his commandments
but what i ask is, if truly He can ever show us
any sign of mercy and grace at the atrocities we have
committed to each other as Living Human Beings
seeking Personal and Immortal Glory in ages to come
in our bid of hopping to stand out from among the crowd

Off truth i am disappointed and my heart sore in pains
at the way we treat each other with out care and feelings
sometimes i ask myself if truly we can ever be one?
as in one Race and one Destiny, to uphold and shine
Protecting and Serving the Interest of a Global United World
In the Hope of Creating that Wonderful well dreamed 'perfect peace'
the weather changes it's season in due course of it's time
so do the Birds know how to migrate for greener pastures
yet Men have failed to see that we too should change this

I have dreams but most times I Gravely wonder if I
can forgive others for what they have done unto me
I do not lie, for I speak the truth as it is in my heart
I also do ask myself, would others forgive me for what i did?
would they temper Mercy and Grace when my days are over?
when i stand before the Great seat of judgment for my sins



30th Jan. 2010.

A Thug Life !!!

This Thug life that i live, it ain't the life that i want
but i am doing all i fucking can to keep my head high up
now, all my Hommies are gone, somehow i wish i could change
but the more i try to give up this Thug, the better i realize
that i am the Hood and getting out of the streets is impossible
for i am the streets itself; A Thug Life

Now all i can do is nothing but wish
that i can ever be a better man here
right now i am made through the streets
and the Hood is the only Life i feel
now i am looking back and all i ask is
How did i ever make it this far in Thuggery
now i am the great king of this thug den
i have taken all that i ever wanted from life
never caring what others thought or felt
even at the very top of this thug life
life still looks bleak and empty of Juice
just thinking about those days and these
its all the same thing called the Thug Life

There are stuffs i get in this Head of mine
and still i don't believe that it is really true
its screaming and shouting that i should get out
how do i get out of a life that has made me a man
can i really give up all that i have acquired?
all my Streets can it walk out of the window?
and a New Life walk in through the my Noble Door?
Not that i brag that i am the don of the den
but i know that i have a Life to live through
and i hope that i have the strength to live it
Its just a Thug Life, i hope you would understand

No good !!

it has been told to me that i am off no good
for i do not deserve to be loved or cared for
that in my soul there is nothing of any value
and I am nothing but trash ready for the bin

i have asked on several occasions in my life
if truly what is said, has any righteous meaning
so that i may seek help from the Ones above
in taking out this shame i have come to live in

there are days when i cant see a Ray of Sunlight
and Clouds fill up every single little space i know
my Years have come and gone, still no hope in today
oh! how i wish my days were stopped, for its no use

there is no sign that i might have a better life
neither is there any courage left inside my dear Soul
and my Heart is melting fast like wax before the Fire
for Sorrows have turned my Life to strands of Shreds

where are those who can heal my broken lifeless soul
and put a definite stop to the miseries i live in now
I am tired and every energy i seem to own slowly drips
on the floor, down the drainage and lifeless i become

My Baby Girl

it is said that beauty is in the Eye of the beholder
a man who has a beautiful wife needs more than two eyes
and the character of a true woman is not in her looks
but in the ways that she treats all around her.

i am missing you all day long, for in my thoughts i see you
holding and pulling me close to your gentle and fragile heart
now i miss all those affection and praise that i got from you
for i am out here in the open, holding unto those memories

but i understand very much that there is a special distance
that is keeping the both of us on a very careful path way
but I know that you would always hold me close in Heart
at the base of your secret empire is where I always belong